I've been doing a lot of thinking this week and I have come to the conclusion that God can take me home now. I don't need to get married or have kids or travel places to be fulfilled. If I am to remain single my whole life then that is fine. If God calls me home before all that then I am totally fine. That stuff in life doesn't really matter. What matters is honoring and glorifying God in all that I do. The only reason I am here on this earth is to bring glory to Him. I want Him to use me fully and I want to let Him take me wherever He sees fit. So I am content with where God has placed me right now. Contentment is sometimes so hard, but I've been praying for a long time for God to help me be content and He has answered that prayer. I am at a place where I feel free. Free from burdens, from hurt, from pain, and now I am free to go wherever and do whatever (well, not "whatever" but you know what I mean). God has healed and God has given me freedom or rather i've taken His freedom and grace. His giving is unendless it's amazing! I am so blown away by it. I am so thankful for the place I am in right now. It is exciting and new.
Praise the Lord!!
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8 comments:
Wow! The awarness that you have of God, God in your life, & God at work in the world is utterly inspiring!
I love you!
Mom
Seriously, I want to go to heaven too! Carrie, I love you, and your mom is right, you are an inspiration. :o)
Carrie, you are an awesome encouragement to me, thanks.
annoymous who are you? i'd like to know who left me the nice comment. if you don't want to reveal to the whole blog world then just email me. thanks!
aw carrie... i understand what you mean. but, slightly different. i was just saying almost the same thing to myself yesterday... God truely is good.
and i just want to let you know, how a-mazing you are, and that you are one of the people i really look up to...
love you,
amandolin~
Amen Carrie!
You are a precious jewel I will call you Tikvah. If I weren't already married and I weren't a girl, I'd marry you!!
well... i didnt seriously die. i ment the fact that i hadnt posted for soo long. and i wanted to tell you all that i was alive and breathing. haha...
next time, definatly. i was sad that missed smallville. sad thing.
(i hope i can make it to the next one...???)
love you~
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